We’re spinning backwards

I want to write.

I want to get rid of every thought inside of me.

Can anyone see me?

Is the chaos I carry invisible?

Can you see me? 

I want to scream. 

I want to yell at the top of my lungs. 

Can anyone hear me? 

Am I silent while I scream? 

Can you hear me?

I want to smash everything.

I want to trash down and burn it all.

Is anyone taking notice of my chaos?

I want to sleep.

I want to close my eyes and be dreamless.

Is anyone taking notice of my dreams?