Talent
is a funny thing. Not everyone is talented in the same stuff. You
know what? I am sick of talking around a topic, around the point.
It‘s like I‘m trying to avoid the actual thing and never really
start with what I want to say. First I always introduce the problem,
trying to make people understand what I see, what I feel. It‘s like
they say, I taught myself to talk to everyone in their own language,
but no one knows mine. Now I‘ll use my language to make this, to
talk about this. And if this isn‘t workin and no one get‘s what I
want to say, then it‘s another proof that I just am disconnected
and alone in this world. I don‘t mind being alone. I am just
stating
facts. The topic of talents
now. What if we don‘t know what we actually am capable of? A hidden
talent that‘s sleepin inside of us and we could actually get famous
with this or rich or both. It just never happens because no one is
going to discover the talent. People that became famous. Artists,
singers. They only became famous because someone saw potential in
them. Either someone else or themself. Imagine how many people every
day die, people that have hidden talents that could‘ve shaped a
whole decade. If no one would‘ve saw Van Goghs paintings after he
died and said This is talent he
wouldn‘t have been that famous and wellknown. That homeless opera
singer who got famous after some guy recorded her and published the
video. Here we are, all of us, trying to figure out what our talent
is. Is there even passion running through our veins? Is there even a
fire burning so bright that we‘re able to see the way in front of
us? Or is this all a tapping in the dark, frustrating shit show? I am
sick of thinking things could be my talent, but never knowing it for
sure. Writing could be my talent but if no one is looking at my
things, it‘ll never become anything close to known. Honestly,
talent is only a talent if
someone else says Oh wow, that‘s beautiful, really
talented but there‘ll always
be a person thinking something is a talent. In this world is always a
person being convienced about someone elses talent, why
not being that person for yourself? Telling yourself that what you‘re
doing is a talent? No matter how good or bad you think about your own
work. Everything can be a talent, just one person needs to say it.
Edit: I wrote this while being drunk, bare me!
